I lay here awake thinking about decisions I have made and people I have had in my life and wonder if I had made a different decision where would I be now…
I was told recently that I place restrictions on my life but don’t we all in some way or form… Don’t we all find an excuse for not being able to do something, love something or complete something? I was told that I have a fear and this fear places restrictions on my life and it has me thinking. Do I and if so does it?
This year I have met many a people and made many new friends, although few have stood out.But Still few people touched my heart.My friends believed in me and opened my eyes to a lot of things.It excited me how my friend would challenge my thoughts, encourage me to not just try new things but inspired me as well not just through words but through actions too… ....
But now things have changed...and so i have to change too.Time has come to take tough decisions on myself,time to bring changes in me,time to try the new "ME"
I read somewhere recently about a theory on self destruction and I guess I am asking myself right now did I make my decision because I felt I wasn’t good enough or were they to enter my life impact it in a profound way and move on?
I was told recently that I place restrictions on my life but don’t we all in some way or form… Don’t we all find an excuse for not being able to do something, love something or complete something? I was told that I have a fear and this fear places restrictions on my life and it has me thinking. Do I and if so does it?
This year I have met many a people and made many new friends, although few have stood out.But Still few people touched my heart.My friends believed in me and opened my eyes to a lot of things.It excited me how my friend would challenge my thoughts, encourage me to not just try new things but inspired me as well not just through words but through actions too… ....
But now things have changed...and so i have to change too.Time has come to take tough decisions on myself,time to bring changes in me,time to try the new "ME"
I read somewhere recently about a theory on self destruction and I guess I am asking myself right now did I make my decision because I felt I wasn’t good enough or were they to enter my life impact it in a profound way and move on?
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