Tired Of Trying...

sometimes all you want is to be heard,when things don't go your way, a mistake you regret, a failed relationship,memories locked in your head,a news you could dwell upon, or something that touched you and made you think.

 I always thought,i lost alot in my life,specially friends but the truth is,you can't lose what you never had,you can't keep what is not yours and you can't hold on to something that doesn't want to stay.
I am tired of trying,tired of making up things everytime
(T)orn apart
(I)nsecure
(R)eally faking my smile
(E)xtremely sad
(D)rowning in my tears.

You ignored her and pushed her away just because you knew each time she'll come running back to you. But guess what? Now she won't.I don't chase after anyone...if you wanna walk out of my life, I'll hold the door open for you.But one thing is for sure,one day you are gonna need me like I needed you, and just like you, I won't be there.